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 09:10 | 23/Nov/2008
We shouldnt have married
I am in a state of complete denial....denial of hope....denial of love.....denial of life.....i dont know....we have not talked for the last one month and 4 days.....each day passes.....slowly.....drudgingly.....sometimes...i get teary eyed......esp in the evenings....wen i cant stop my mind from thinking what wud we have been doing at this time...... more...
 07:31 | 16/Oct/2008
Is it over
Ok,Today is the last day......i have waited enough.....i dont knw what will happen......i want him to call......to tell me that he has finally managed to search for a room.....after putting in a effort of 2 and 1/2 mths....to tell me that he loves me....watever.......m waiting, ,m waiting...for that call......its three days we havent talked......to... more...
 11:06 | 12/Oct/2008
Life is stuck.......
Ok, She doesnt knw where her life is taking her....actually...its going nowhere....stuck...no personal life, no professional life....only, waiting and longing and craving......how much time does a person need to search for a room......even in Videsh....lets say, in a country like New Zealand....why does one have to wait so much.....what should she ... more...
 06:59 | 7/Oct/2008
Why are'nt we all magicians
Why are'nt we all magiciansSometimes when someone ignores you the most, its when they need you the most. I just heard this line in a movie...its so true....esp in those lives, whose relationships are in the middle of the road, and can go anywhere. Sometimes, self respect, prudence, standing for one own self, all seem to be stupid, when the love, th... more...
 11:29 | 5/Oct/2008
Time is running
Time is runningI knw its wrongto set a deadline upon usbut what else cud i have donewhen i had always feltu were not that serious...i cannot ever understandy r u doing this to mesaying u dont have a home to keep meand i m ur wifei was feeling so stupidi was feeling cheatedits like u have betrayed men blamed it on mei dont want it to be overi dont w... more...
 11:20 | 5/Oct/2008
UnConfessedForever
Is it  happening again.....There was a time when these two lovebirds were craving for love...separately......in their own nests......and destiny made them cross each other's paths.......They took a lot of time ....to decide......whether they can be suitable for each other.......it turned out........eventually...they two became inseparable.......the... more...
 11:38 | 10/Aug/2008
new blog
new blog again...........with the same old stories.......love...betrayal...break-ups.....making up.....living it up......or....expectations....desire to be loved.....desire to excel....desire to love.......maybe....a bit of both............trying to figure out.........life......its beauty and complexity............n asking/giving some advices.....l... more...
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 anil verma | 09:02 | 20/Nov/2008
Friends: (81)  | City: Lucknow  | Interests: carrier
plz give a title
kise ke aankho me dekha hai hamne chera apnakise ke dil me pal raha hai payar hamara bankar sapnadar lagta hai toot na jaye harday uskachehere pe masoom muskan hai parichay jiskapata nahe hai sayad usko jurm hai mohhabat karnahar koe tokega jo abhe tak hai uska apnakyun mere khater tum jag ko thukraogemain bhe ho na sakoonga tumhara tum tanha rah j...  more...
 satendra Kumar | 14:11 | 9/Oct/2008
Friends: (32)  | City: Lucknow  | Interests: cricket,tennis,wa...
life & love
when i saw to the life with close eyes it seems like a water if you think that life is colourful ,you can see that everybody is happy everyone is singing,dancing & enjoying .Everybody falling in love,everybody have a specific types of attraction.Everybody have colours into life.But if you think that life is boredom,hopeless & without any meaning th...  more...
 Farhan | 20:01 | 22/Nov/2008
Friends: (202)  | City: Bhopal  | Interests: PEACE OF MIND
HAJ 2008
THE VIRTUES AND IMPORTANCE OF HAJJHajj means to visit the sacred house of Allah in Makkah Mukarramah during the days of Hajj, (i.e.  8, 9, 10, 11 and l2th of Zil Hijjah). This is the fifth of the religious duties of a Muslim.  Pilgrimage to the house of Allah is a bounded duty unto mankind for him who has the means to find the way thereunto, and wh...  more...
 Kamal Nuhiwal | 02:01 | 27/Sep/2008
Friends: (213)  | City: Siliguri  | Interests: writing, travelli...
Your query....suchita
Well friends, many of you have expressed your curiosity to know the place. I am sharing details available with me.It is Shaiba pilgrimage and dates back to 7th – 9th centuries if not earlier. The marvelous rock carvings, murals with their primitive beauty, waterfalls are not to be missed. Unakoti means one less than a crore and it is said that thes...  more...
 Asif Dabir | 19:45 | 6/Oct/2008
Friends: (92)  | City: Thane  | Interests: Travelling, Makin...
Great Investment Plans for Retirement Pl...
Retirement marks the beginning of a new phase in an individual's life. It's a transition from a lifetime of work to a time when one can relax, spend time with the family and pursue other interests. Not only this, retirement also marks a transition in one's finances. With a regular stream of income no longer available, the savings made over one's wo...  more...
 nitin bhatnagar | 10:04 | 21/Nov/2008
Friends: (350)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: listening music, ...
You want to insult someone? Let me help ...
 * I heard you went tohave your head examined, but the doctors found nothing there. * Don't get me wrong. I`m not trying to make a monkey out ofyou. I can’t take the credit.  * This is no battle of wits between u & me. I never pickon an unarmed man. * Look, don't go to a mind reader; go to a palmist; I knowyou've got a palm.  * We think of youwhe...  more...
 sanjay mane | 12:15 | 7/Nov/2008
Friends: (117)  | City: Pune  | Interests: making friends, p...
Jokes
 Jokes 4 All............... Friends,I think laughter is the best way to release stress and is part of life, so that I've decided to post few here. Once Santa found Banta in tension, he just asked hey what’s problem bro ? Banta told yaar maine Dejwinder Ko plastic surgery karane ke liye 5 Lac. deye theya thaa, pur aab Oo pehachan me nahi aaraha hai,...  more...
 Dr.Anil Verma | 23:40 | 14/Oct/2008
Friends: (986)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: wrighting, readin...
Shiv+Shakti
aturday, October 4, 2008                                                                  http://sirdisai.blogspot.comWhat does Shivlinga means? The word Ling in shiv ling has come from two words that is Leen and Gati. Leen means dissolve and Gati means grow. It means man should dissolve(Leen) in shiva  then he should grow(Gati). (leen+ga)= ling. Mo...  more...
 so lilia | 19:08 | 21/Nov/2008
Friends: (234)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: music
life is easy yet hard happiness seldom find id rather be with the one i love rather than with the one who loves me ....its so easy to have things u wanted rather than things u wishes reality is harsh but its the spice of life..... live well........ l  more...
 NAVEEN | 16:08 | 4/Sep/2008
Friends: (43)  | City: Jaipur  | Interests: travelling, outdo...
www.naveenkajotiya.com
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 manu | 14:12 | 7/Nov/2008
Friends: (506)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: drawing. writting
waiting
You were stranger to me in this world Now I am feeling stranger to my self in this worldWorld seems to be a alien place for me …….please Toxic ate  my world  with your light my moon light Waiting for the day when  you will descend in my courtyard from the haven in accompany of stars and sun showing you the way to my courtyard .........................  more...
 Vijit Vivek | 18:48 | 30/Oct/2008
Friends: (799)  | City: Patna  | Interests: Bio Medical Engin...
An important message....
Mumbai police are facing a strange case of rape in which the victim has not even seen the criminal. There is a new way to rape women. The victim left the office after work and saw a little child crying on the road. Feeling pity for the child, she went and asked what happened. The child said, "I am lost can you take me home please?" Then the child g...  more...
 piyush singh | 09:38 | 7/Sep/2008
Friends: (49)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: MUSIC
paise
जब तक थे गिरह में अहमकों के पैसे लोग कहते थे उनको ऐसे ऐसे ,मुफ़...  more...
 Alex Gomes | 15:56 | 16/Oct/2008
Friends: (843)  | City: Ahmedabad  | Interests: Sports,Philosophy...
Hello My Name Is GOD
A Movie of Salman Khan named "Hello" has been released andin that movie a call comes from GOD in the call centre ...Does God really speak, and if He does, what does He sound like? God is always speaking. There are many recorded instances of God speaking fromthe beginning of time until the present day. Yet hearing God is something thatmost people st...  more...
 jith | 17:45 | 11/Nov/2008
Friends: (144)  | City: Thrissur  | Interests: music,watching cr...
Advertising What a creativity !!!!!!!!!!
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 ved pandey | 16:14 | 26/Oct/2008
Friends: (19)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: netsurfing,movies...
DIWALI
HI, WISHING ALL THE ILANDERS AND FRIENDS , FRIENDS OF FRIENDS  A VERY HAPPY AND SAFE DIWALI.  more...
 nima pandey | 10:55 | 12/Nov/2008
Friends: (382)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: reading comics, d...
Language of frndship
                LANGUAGE OF FRIENDSHIP ♥          ♥     ♥ A Always Funny♥    288;♥    ♥ B Beautiful PersonalityC Common Interests  D Delightfully Entertaining     &...  more...
 venkataramana | 20:21 | 22/Nov/2008
Friends: (339)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: reading,writing,m...
WANTED A MR.CAT ?
 A favourite poem which caught my fancy when first taught at home[well before the teacher at school,as with all other syllabi...]was the 'Pied Piper of Hamelin'...It always is fascinating for every child to imagine and recreate the very happy idea of a tall lean man with a pointed nose and a little golf-cap[not a bowler hat]with a pipe in his hand ...  more...
 Manu Nair | 20:33 | 11/Nov/2008
Friends: (859)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: Writing,reading,s...
Irritating Phrases-Any........more
 This is a list of irritating phrases that had been compiled by the Oxford University in London (Times of India Newspaper-dated 9th Nov., 08). Ø     At the end of the dayØ     Fairly uniqueØ     I personallyØ     At this moment in timeØ     With all due respectØ     AbsolutelyØ     It’s a nightmareØ     Shouldn’t ofØ     24/7Ø     It’s not rocket s...  more...
 kishore gupta | 07:46 | 11/Nov/2008
Friends: (368)  | City: Thiruvananthapuram  | Interests: all beautiful thi...
Me Marathi........
THIS WOMAN HAS GOT GUTS !!!!!!!!!a well-written article.Me, Marathi ..........written by Shoba De Correct me if I am wrong, Raj... but I consider myself an assal Marathi manoos. Born in Maharashtra to Maharashtrian parents etc. Proud to be Marathi (even though my language skills in my mother tongue are embarrassingly dodgy). I don't know how to mak...  more...
 ED VIS | 20:07 | 25/Oct/2008
Friends: (159)  | City: Agra  | Interests: www.amiahindu.com...
Love Thy Self --- Admire Thy Self
�Love Thy Self�.Admire Thy Self�Every one of us has the tendency to say,  I loved him or her so much BUT.BUT.BUT..There no end to that BUT and that BUT is crushing the mental peace of every one of us. That BUT is destroying our self esteem, which creates exhaustion  and hopelessness in us which will finally end up as depression. We may be ver...  more...
 ashley sahni | 16:25 | 14/Aug/2008
Friends: (54)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: many but to be ho...
life without wife is as gud as throat sl...
well must be sounding funny.. but yes thats what exactly it is......( it can be vice versa also but since i am a male so i can only express what i am feeling without wife and cant express about life without husband :-).......).times come when one feels that he/she might be missing his/her better or worst half (one knows about better or worst only a...  more...
 sanjeev prasad | 12:52 | 11/Aug/2008
Friends: (43)  | City: Ranchi  | Interests: watching cricket ...
dosti
friendship is a relation where there is no space for thanks and sorry.its a relationship where there is no limit of age, no cast bar .its does not bring by money. its a relationship which is totally depend  mutual understanding.i want to say two lines on friendship "DOSTI  AACHI HO TO RANG LATI HAI,                                                 D...  more...
 keshav singhal | 22:26 | 8/Nov/2008
Friends: (573)  | City: Ajmer  | Interests: Striving for cont...
Learning from the story - The King of Ro...
रोम का  352;ाजा ‘नी ;रो’ मैने इ 44; दिनो ए क बोध क 341;ा पढ़ी . रोम का & #2319;क राजì 6; थ...  more...
 ice candy | 23:25 | 4/Nov/2008
Friends: (138)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Observing
Deggat
Sarath tagged me, if you get bored, torture him by sending a mail saying "Probability is Also Devil" :D34. Do you think that is the last question?Ahmm, No sir, I cheated, I started in the end :D33. Did you have fun doing this?No no, I kill the bus driver.32. List some of your fascinations and tell of them in brief. Copied from Sarath - I have only ...  more...
 sunil sachdeva | 15:21 | 15/Nov/2008
Friends: (273)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: writing,freindshi...
Sonia Gandhi - The Wingless Fairy
WORLDS FIRST POETOGRAPHY    A girl with no curlsLived in a far off landRan after butterfliesWith no mesh in hand Walked over lakesGlided on meadowsSwam through hills With a twinkle In her eyesAnd heart filled Of innocent thrills Princely Angel ‘R’Dazzling like a starSailed down heaven  With promises seven Holding her handChanted ‘Mantras’Cast a spe...  more...
 Phantom Ghost | 22:31 | 22/Nov/2008
Friends: (153)  | City: UNIVERSE  | Interests: .......
Watch on me
youyouyouyou watch mei am never alonei never was alonei am where you arethe lines below added as an after thought...Some one asked me to answer only in "yes"...there were no other options like "no"/ "don't know"/ "not applicable"/ "can't say"....all the question had to be answered and not left blank...I said "yes"1. do you love me?Ans. yes2. Do you...  more...
 sunshine | 11:16 | 19/Nov/2008
Friends: (470)  | Interests: INTERESTS IN ANY ...
BIKE RIDING IN KERALA
Some keralites have put their ingenuity into use and have devised a new way of riding bikes. BTW THE PILLION RIDER DOES NOT NEED A HELMET.  more...
 INDER VIG | 17:05 | 15/Nov/2008
Friends: (318)  | City: SILVASSA  | Interests: listening Music,S...
KEEP SEARCHING.....
TURDA TURDA JAA FARIDA TURDA TURDA TURDA JA, SHAYAD KOE MIL JAEY BAKHSHYA TU VI BAKHSHAYA JA FARIDA TURDA TURDA JA.FARIDA................. WALK WALK O FARID, KEEP WALKING. MAY BE SOME ONE BLESSED YOU MAY COME ACROSS AND YOU TOO THUS GET BLESSED. SO KEEP WALKING FARID DONT YOU STOP...  more...
 arpit srivas... | 15:41 | 26/Jul/2008
Friends: (56)  | City: Kanpur  | Interests: I LIKE TO PLAY CR...
meaning
Pain of a Married Man ...!!A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in bed. She goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffe...  more...
 Lethal Weapon | 11:39 | 9/Oct/2008
Friends: (76)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: reading, writing,...
The Gorkha Hat
The reminiscences are still on....I guess growing older does that you. The present is just another day, the future isn't going to bring anything you haven't seen or done..so it's the past that invites you again and again :)While thinking about my NDA days..I moved on a bit to remembering my days at the IMA (for the clueless kinds still interested i...  more...
 Hellz Angel | 02:50 | 18/Oct/2008
Friends: (437)  | City: The other side of heaven  | Interests: getin fuckin was...
131008...
     tum mujhe yu.n .. bhula na pao.ge…haan tum mujhe yu.n .. bhula na pao.ge…jab kabhi bhi sunoge geet mere…sang-sang tum .. bhi gun-gunao.ge…haan tum mujhe yu.n .. bhula na pao.ge…ho tum mujhe yu.n…woh baharein woh chandani raatein…humne ki thi woh pyaar ki baatein…woh baharein woh chandani raatein…humne ki thi  woh pyaar ki baatein…un nazaron ki...  more...
 ratna rajaiah | 20:24 | 21/Nov/2008
Friends: (442)  | Interests: reading, writing,...
Serengeti from My Armchair
I’m not equipped to trot the globe.And it’s not that the wanderlust doesn’t rage in my capillaries. (Though I must confess, it’s more “dribble” than “rage”.) It’s just that I don’t have the right hammock bottom for it.Let me explain.Sapphire waters picked out in shimmery-silver spangles of sunlight. Breathlessly blue sky, sighing blissful white puf...  more...
 DIBYA | 21:51 | 31/Oct/2008
Friends: (652)  | City: Kolkata  | Interests: MAKING NEW FRIENDS
JOY
SOMETIMES I SEE THE MORNING SKY WITH RAINBOW! my heart fills with joy!! SOMETIMES I SEE THE GREEN GRASSES GLISTENING IN THE MORNING SUNLIGHT! my heart fills with joy!! SOMETIMES I SEE THE BIRDS SINGING MELODIOUSLY! my heart fills with joy!! SOMETIMES THE BEAUTY OF NATURE MESMERIZES ME ……… my heart is filled with joy!!!!  more...
 Raut Vilas | 11:23 | 16/Nov/2008
Friends: (636)  | City: Pune  | Interests: swimmig,Reading,T...
POEM ON LOVE
Poems on Love "Love is not a thing to understand. Love is not a thing to feel. Love is not a thing to give and receive. Love is a thing only to become And eternally be. "  more...
 bharat jadav | 09:59 | 29/Jul/2008
Friends: (11)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: Travelling , Maki...
The woman in your life
The woman in your life...very well expressed... Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry with these facts as well. Here is a girl, who is earning almost as much as you do; One, who has dreams and aspirations just as you have because she is as human as you are; One,who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your...  more...
 sheela rachel | 06:45 | 22/Nov/2008
Friends: (102)  | City: kochi  | Interests: music,singing,act...
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings each morningThank you,Lord,that I can hear.There are many who are deaf.Even though I keep my eyes tightly closed against the morning light as long as possible.Thank you, Lord,that I can see.There are many who are blind.Even though I huddle in my bed and put off the effort of rising,Than...  more...
 hardhitter h... | 17:38 | 4/Nov/2008
Friends: (163)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Life
URGENT !!
hi folks, some one is playing pranks here. he/she is putting messages on my friends blogs in my name !! nasty ones.. please know.. it is NOT ME !! please monitor your settings ! COMPLAIN TO REDIFF ADMIN . I DID SO !  more...
 Tear drop | 14:51 | 21/Nov/2008
Friends: (181)  | City: a city wer both reality n imaginatn stand frozen..  | Interests: lost.. in a world...
tear ??
            A tear ?? A drop of blood ?? Or is it a priceless gem ?? Whatever it is.. It is too precious to be wasted.. isn't it?  more...
 Kumar Ahuja | 12:06 | 27/Oct/2008
Friends: (453)  | City: Mumbai(Bombay)  | Interests: I luv Making Frndz..
Happy Diwali
May the light that we celebrate at Diwali show us the way and lead us on the path of peace and social harmony May this Diwali be as bright as ever. May this Diwali bring joy, health and wealth to everyone. "WISH U A VERY HAPPY DIWALI"  more...
 Suyash Chatu... | 14:27 | 8/Nov/2008
Friends: (70)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Playing Cricket, ...
Does God Still Speaks To Peopl